With you, Aaron's Days.

Aaron's Day with you, 8/12/2009

2009-12-07T08:49:00.000-08:00

Cry with no tear...

Dear, I really don't know what to do.

Aaron's Day with you, 7/12/2009

2009-12-06T18:19:00.000-08:00

For 8 months, I didn't update this fucking blog. Time flies really fast. Same thing here, life suck. I am totally lost. I don't know what to do, don't know what to expect and don't know how to live. People married, we broke up. Swee... Nice combo, so happening. And the person suffer! IS ME! The fucking person expecting so much in his life and work so fucking hard... In the end, nothing and no one is around for him. Having meals alone, going out alone, crying alone, watching movie alone and almost everything alone. Fuck the hell. I am so tired, being no one. I am so fucking tired of seeing others success and happiness.

I am just not important enough for you.

Aaron's Day with you, 9/4/2009

2009-04-09T08:09:00.000-07:00

Please teach me how to live. Live with joy and laughter.

Before it is too late. Tell me why all these happen to me, why not others.

Teach me how to live.

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Aaron's Day with you, 25/1/2009

2009-01-24T23:58:00.000-08:00

I learnt. No one can have EVERYTHING.

To be Free or to be Feed?

I'm sick

Aaron's Day with you, 18/1/2009

2009-01-18T04:39:00.000-08:00

Hello!
Recently I'm super busy.
School will be a nightmare for me! Lessons are boring!
Homeworks are scary! And Aaron is LAZY!

I need motivation!

Soon...
THE NEXT BIG THING IS COMING...
I'm working on it.

Coming soon... I need your support! =)

Success!

RANDOM POST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-01-05T11:07:00.000-08:00

I don't know.

Aaron's Day with you, 1/1/2009

2008-12-31T23:52:00.000-08:00

Happy New YEAR!!!

I'm so looking forward for my YEAR 2009 with new IDEAS and Goals in my life. I want and I must do hard and achieve my long term goal and short term goal! I gonna do it!!!

Here is my GOALS!!!

Short term goal!

2 months

Studies
February: Common Tests

Management Of Business: 65%
Accounting: 80%
Economic: 60%
H1 Math: 75%
General Paper: 60%

6 months

Studies
June: Mid year Exam
Every subjects improve by 5 marks or 15%

Achievement
June: Earning of $500 per month

10-11 months

Studies
Oct-Nov: Promo Exam
Clear pass for every subjects.
Every subject improve by 5 marks or 15%

12 months

Achievement
New income streams
December: Earning of $1000 per month

I will write out all my plans and ideas in a big piece of paper!
I WILL AND MUST WORL ON IT!!!

Long term goal!

My House!

The Marq on Paterson Hill
Address:
8 PATERSON HILL

Developer:
SC GLOBAL

District: 09

Price per unit: $12 million - $30million.

My Car!

BMW 3 Series Convertible
Vehicle type: Sports
Release year: 2007
Where built: Germany
Price: $215,800 - $402,800

i hope i will have your support. ily

Aaron's Day with you, 5/9/2008

2008-11-05T07:39:00.000-08:00

I'm super tired. Getting lots of shit in my life recently, i'm so pissed and tired of them. Life is getting tougher, I wanna live better!!!
Recently working part time, mostly everyday from morning till night. NO LIFE AT ALL! I don't know, maybe i'm really tired or what, I'm feeling kinda empty. Did I miss out anything in life? haiz...

Good news for me, my appeal was successful and I gonna retain in MI for next year. Yeah! What the hell...

What should I said here? I have nothing to share on my blog, life is like black and white, nothing else, nothing meaningful and interesting! All of them are so BLOODY boring boring boring!

bye! See you soon!

I just wanna... I don't know.

Aaron's Day with you, 18/10/2008

2008-10-17T22:16:00.000-07:00

I'm damn shocked when my teacher told me that I'm asked to leave MI.
WHAT THE FUCK!!!
I can't even retain!

My dreams, my education, my hopes, my pride and my life shattered. What a year for me, why there is no chance for me? I'm lost. My head was spinning, thinking what to do, how to face my parents, my grandparents and my relatives and what will happen to me next. I have no control of my future anymore, my future does not seen promising to anymore. My 2 years in MI wasted and became useless.

Till now I can't bring myself to tell my parents, I don't want them to feel disaapointed.

To appeal to retain or not to appeal to retain. I don't know.
Confused.

Never thought these will happen to me.

Aaron's Day with you, 23/9/2008

2008-09-22T22:16:00.000-07:00

PEOPLE! I'M BACK!!!

I had so much fun and comfort straight after the exam even though I know i can't make it for this year. I so gonna be retained. haiz

Arr... Forget about studies, i don't wanna talk the exam papers are f**king difficult. Damn it!
Yesterday was the probably the best day of my life. Went to sentosa with phanida. Had so much fun and laughter. So nice! YOU KNOW? Enjoying the sunset and the breeze, relax myself and think nothing about studies.
3 words! Enjoy my life.

I love you, baby.

Guess what? Tomorrow I have to go to school again,
NO MORE HOLIDAY!!!
Damn sianz... haiz... MY LIFE!

k lah... That's all for today, lazy lah. maybe.
Bye

Best time in my life. Because of you.

Aaron's Day with you, 3/9/2008

2008-09-02T18:16:00.000-07:00

I SWEAR !!!

This will be the last post for my blog till 18th Sep(Last promo paper).

I am fully charged! Really hope I can make it this time with such a little time!

Let's go for super intensive study!

♥I love you, DEAR♥

Aaron's Day with you, 31/8/2008

2008-08-31T04:38:00.000-07:00

I'M DAMN PISSED OFF AND TIRED!!!

Aaron's Day with you, 30/8/2008

2008-08-29T19:47:00.000-07:00

Today I going stay at home for the whole day to study. =(
PROMO is coming! Yet yesterday I failed to spend time on my studies. damn. I don't know why, I keep having the mindset of giving up, sianz...

HOPE TODAY I WILL ABLE TO FINISH MY MANAGEMENT OF BUSINESS!!!

Let talk abit about YESTERDAY, 29/8/2008.

Its Teacher day, a busy day for me. Rushing around Singapore.
In the morning I rush to school, after school's great and fun performance I rush back to my place to change, then I make my way to my secondary school to meet my bros. Guess what? My school, Punggol Sec Sch.
Its gone case! It had mature into a fully Ah Beng and Ah Lian SCHOOL! Its chaos there! What the hell.

After the visit in punggol sec school, we went to other school(i don't know how to spell the name of the school). Our ex-form teacher was busy yesterday, can't meet us out for lunch. So after a little chit chat with her, we decided to meet again on Monday, at kfc. SHE GONNA TREAT US KFC AGAIN! Hooray! Can't wait to meet her on that day. OF COURSE! Is not because of KFC. haha.

After our teacher day's "teacher-visiting", we went back home to get our laptop to game at Dickson's place.Damn bloody FUN! Lots of shouting and cheering! haha. Damn fun! Let's have it again after my promo =(

Yah, almost forget! Before we went back home to get our laptop, we went to have lunch at the nearby shopping mall. THANKS DINO FOR THE TREAT!

After gaming, we meet Dino for dinner, haha. Actually Dino is Long!
Had lots of chit chat at McDonalds till 9pm After spending time with my bros, I went to meet phanida at her place, she baked small mini muffins, haha. Her poly friend was with her in her room and make me wait for her for 45 mins!
haha. Is not her fault, she don't know that I was there.

That's all for my teacher's day!
Tiring day but had lots of fun, maybe being too tired that's why I feel kindda empty at the end of the day.

am I the one for you? I don't know.
I'm tired. sry

Sianz... I can't

2008-08-27T07:36:00.000-07:00

I can't focus at all. Motivated to study just now but its different when I open my book. =(
I can't study at all. I can't FOCUS!!!

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I want iTouch!

With you! With you! With you! 27/8/2008

2008-08-27T05:23:00.000-07:00

I'm so busy recently... But had lot of fun!

On 23/8/2008, Saturday!

Buddhist Fellowship Youth Symposium! With ybc, we had fun there and lots of nonsense too. The speakers there are good but some are really boring, learnt quite alot from there. I can so imagine me myself being one of the speaker in the future, I love to talk! Especially talking cock! My girlfriend, Phanida was involved in a skit,played 3 roles,an indian mother, uncle muthu and a female British client. haha... POWER!!! haha.
Even though I watched the skit many times before that day, but the skit is still funny. haha... The skit on that day, I can say is the best one, with some surprises caught me like the uncle muthu keep saying ALI BA BA... haha. Great job, my love. I love you, nida.

After Buddhist Fellowship Youth Symposium, we went to marina square to have our dinner with ybc. There were fireworks, WOW WOW WOW!!! haha... We keep disturbing the others by shouting WOW WOW WOW repeatedly while pointing at the sky with our fingers. haha.

Thanks dear, for spending the time with me and doing my work(EOM) for me! =)

24/8/2008, SPECIAL DAY!

Guess what? It's Phanida's birthday!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MY BABY. Went out with edward to buy gifts for my baby girl, I'm sorry for unable to get the actual thing for you. But I will get for you asap, k?

After getting some stuff for the birthday baby girl, we went to a McDonald's to sitdown and slack. haha. Interesting "Discussion" that involved lots of breathtaking planning and decision-making.(trying to speak like some business people.)

Congrats Edward! haha. Sorry, I can't really tell what actually happened here! haha.

Back to Phanida's birthday!
Have lots of fun and nonsense again during the birthday party. haha. Baby, HAPPY BIRTHDAY. May all your dreams come true.
PICTURE:

For More Details pls tune to:
♥ Love is no Secret ♥

haha. lazy.

Ya! I forgot! To tell you guys! FINALLY FINALLY I PASSED MY CAT paper, yeah man don't have to study for the paper again or pay for the paper again.(cost me $100 per paper)
I'm so happy when I opened the letter and read the results. Keep jumping around my house and shouting hooray(inside me). haha.

I'm coming! I am so motivated to study now! haha. Really want a stable and great future with my loved one. With you, nida!

BIG MONEY BIG MONEY!

Yesterday, 26/8/2008
Nothing much beside raza's sweet loveletters. Aww... haha.

And dinner with my love at her place. yah! Baby, pls take care, k? Don't fall sick.
I love you<3

Today, 27/8/2008

Nothing much. Actually there's alot but don't bother to say anything here, lazy. But I wanna say that I miss my nida alot especially a long afternoon nap today. WOW! I must talk about the nap, I feel so shiok. It had been a long time I can take my afternoon nap after my meal. Life is always wonderful after a nap,haiz... But not for today, because tomorrow have GP paper, damn it. I have to study for it. Its promo.

Kk... people that's all... I have to go to study.

Have fun! =(

pls lah, i won't feel a thing at all.

Aaron's Day with you, 20/8/2008

2008-08-20T06:40:00.000-07:00

PROMO is coming!!! Yet I'm so sick. Having flu, cough, fever and even gastric, my body is breaking down. Today is damn bad and sick day for me, feeling sick for the whole day, feeling warm and cold randomly. During Math lesson, I felt so warm that I can feel the heat on my feets. damn sianz!

Sick! I know I need to rest but I can't afford. I got so much work to do and complete
I got EOM, Cash budget test, Chinese compo, Econ essay and MOB test.

Damn bloody tired and hopeless. I don't know what to do.
I just wanna rest and I don't want to be alone. haiz... Life! Life! Life!

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BORED! BORING! DYING!!!

2008-08-20T00:04:00.000-07:00

Now currently in my school's computer lab, damn sianz!
Don't know what to do!!!
FU*K F*CK FUC*

What is this? I'm so...

Aaron's Day with you, 19/8/2008

2008-08-19T06:10:00.000-07:00

Just came back from En's place. Such a tiring day, but I had fun.
Sneezing, Coughing and headache all day long. Damn SICK! Hate this feeling.
TODAY I DIDN'T STUDY AT ALL. So dead...

But never mind, it has been damn long since I met my brothers. Can you believe 7 years? We are together for 7 years, time flies so fast. haiz... I miss the days. =(

Feeling damn lonely now, therefore I'm here blogging before I went back to sleep.

Kk... I think I have to take my medicines and rest soon, having headache again.
BYE!

Message for someone who went shopping today:
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Hope you really enjoy yourself today, I'm waiting for your calls. =(

I don't know how to live without you.

Aaron's Day with you, 18/8/2008

2008-08-18T08:11:00.000-07:00

I'm sick. Having flu now but I can't afford to rest, I got damn lots of work to do and to be complete.
I NEED TO STUDY!!! EXAM IS COMING!
Today got Account test, 5% of my whole year performance(I guess). Damn bloody difficult! Was feeling damn disappointed after the test, but after yi xian told me my result for the test. I feel much better, however I still feel I need to put in more effort and time on my accounting. I NEED TO BE PROMOTED, I DON'T WANT TO RETAIN!!!

I'm scared of promo, everyday keep reminding myself promo is coming. haiz... Life in MI, damn sianz. It takes away alot from me.

Feeling damn sick now, don't know whether tomorrow will be able to go to school or not.

Take care, people.

I wonder am I in the right place. I'm tired.

Aaron's Day with you, 12/8/2008

2008-08-12T06:28:00.000-07:00

Today is wonderful day!!! Can't stop smiling for the whole day, of course especially after school. After school, I went to my grandmother's place for dinner. AWESOME!!! I'm feel so blessed with the food. After spending time with my grandparent, home sweet home. I realised that I have not much time to do what I should do for them, feeling so sad. I will tried my best, they are important to me. Today's aim is to study and sleep as early as possible.

School is so boring as usual, but I have no choice, EXAM IS COMING!!! Got to really put up my sock and study. I'm so scared that I will not be promoted =(
Haiz... Life!!!

People, I might not able to update my blog often recently cause I need to study. I'm going for the hardcore study. Full BLAST!!!

Really hope I will able to make it on time and achieve my target.

haha... By the way, someones birthday is coming. haha, I can see you smiling! Of course, I will not forget about it and I'm preparing some things for you, really hope you will like it.

Life is never easy but better days will come.

Till death do us part...

Aaron's Day with you, 8/8/2008

2008-08-08T11:13:00.000-07:00

Dear, I know these days are tough for you.
I understand you are tired, I know you tried your best.

I just wanna let you know

Let's start all over again. I'm willingly to do it all over again just for you.

Don't have to do anything, dear. Just be there and let me love YOU! I love you.

I know things aren't as easy as we think but I believe we will make it together.

I love you and I know it is worth it. Phom rak khun mak mak.

"Back at one"

Save the world to the dark night or see the coming of the sun
I feel like a little child, who's life has just begun
You came and breathed new life into this lonely heart of mine
You threw out the lifeline just in the nick of time
One, Your like a dream come true
Two, just wanna be with you
Three, girl its plain to see
That you're the only one for me and
Four, repeat steps one through three
Five, make you fall in love with me
If ever I believe my work is done
Then I'll start back at one

I have nothing for you, but my love is all I have to give.

Aaron's Day with you, 5/8/2008

2008-08-04T18:14:00.000-07:00

Skipped PE lesson, not feeling well today. I have nothing to do and no mood to study, just feel like blogging.

Do you wonder?

When is the time you smile and feel that life is beautiful?
When is the time you cried and feel that tomorrow will be worse?
When is the time you are so motivated to do something and feel good about it?
When is the time you feel so tired that you just want to fall on the floor and stop everything?
When is the time you feel important and loved?
When is the time you feel worthless and lonely?
When is the time you get what you deserved?
And when is the time you don't get what you deserve?
When is the time life is full of treasures and miracles for us to look forward?
When is the time life is meaningless?
Is there any moment in your life, you understand nothing at all?

I wonder whether both of them living happily? I'm just wondering how they made it through and how I going to make it through mine, or am I alone to go through everything? I don't understand, why there is such word called 'DESERVE'.

Do people wonder when is their time? And when is their time's up?
Do people wonder when is others' time? And when is others' time's up?

I do wonder when is my time? And when is my time's up?

And do you know how artist's art work gain its value? At times, it do increase
up to 20 times the value. Do you know? I know...
Maybe nothing is worthless, just that the time is not up.

I can never forgive myself for hurting you so much...

2008-08-04T09:09:00.000-07:00

I can never forgive myself for hurting you so much...
I know all these are words to you, I failed to do what I promise.

I'm sorry.

Can't Understand...

2008-08-04T08:51:00.000-07:00

I don't know. yah, 416 8735377.

Aaron's Day with you, 2/8/2008

2008-08-02T10:15:00.000-07:00

What a day, I'm so tired.

I'm so dead man, haha... I didn't study at all for today. Damn it! That's why tomorrow will be the day I will study for the whole day, i hope. haha...

Today I went to teo heng to meet phanida and phimol, of course with some other people too. On my way to teo heng, I drop by in Plaza Sing to visit my MI friends, they are setting up stores at PS selling clothes. They are in deep shit, their stock cost them $500 but they only managed to collect $66. What a 'great' business! haha...

All thanks to MI minimart!!! haha...

Haiz... Study study study! when will be the time that i can really letting go everything and don't have to worry about anything anymore? So I can spend my life with joy and peace, of course with my loved one and friends.

I'm waiting! I believe better days will come soon or later!
I'm tired =(

I feel I'm so inferior...

Aaron's Day with you, 26/7/2008

2008-07-25T20:46:00.000-07:00

I'm so dead.
Yesterday, I got back my mid year result, omg I nearly faint. What the f**k, what is this? I got so many S U S U S U!!! F***
I really have to wake up, and do something about it! But I don't know...
I feel so confused now, whether MI is the right place for me.
Life is so tough now, when will be the time I can live together with my loved one without any fear and worries. haha... I think in Singapore, it will never happen!!!

Waiting for someone's call... feeling so restless and uncomfortable now.

That's all for now. bye

ocean apart, day after day. And I slowly go insane.
Will something happen?